Why is that so hard for me….why can i not make eye contact with nice looking guys or any guys that I dont know for that matter. I mean its not like I’ll see them again. I got up to 2 seconds before either I looked away or they did, or someones head got in the way, lol (theres a story behind that). I’m working on it though Before I know it i’ll be a pro!

The next few days and weeks are gonna be pretty tough for me. I’ve got some heavy things on my heart and my best friend is leaving…like moving a long ways away. Who am I gonna meet for dinner during the week? Who am I gonna wait on 30 minutes after I’m ready to go? Who’s gonna fix me up when we go out because you know the last time I got fixed up by my friends, what happened? What will I ever do without my best friend to act completely crazy around? Who am I gonna sing loud crazy songs in the car with? I honestly don’t know how its gonna happen….5 hours driving away is just too terribly long! I’m gonna have to start saving the money to fly. Its gonna be tough!

Then Monday’s the day…some of you know, some of you don’t. Just please pray, even if I havent told you the details….i’m nervous, excited, scared, and just ready! I need your thoughts and prayers….they would be greatly appreciated!!! It’s gonna be a long road, but I think i’m ready for it. Calls would be great too!!!

I’m very emotional at this point….about all that is going on. I think i’m entitled to that, since i’m a girl and all. I just wanna cry and I’m sure i’ll be doing much of that for the next few days. Pray for me please if you think about me. Like i said, i’ve got some important things going on and its gonna be tough for me to handle it all!!!

While you’re at it, pray for the mavs, that they can make a basket…they need some practice and theyve got tomorrow to do it. Pray for ‘em!